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I wrote this in February of this year…

All my life I’ve faced relaxed seasons and the opposite of it, other stormy months when everything seemed to change to a pretty different option. I think that I always liked more calmed seasons than the windy ones, whatever the reason was for that rains and winds.

After some months trying to keep my mind peaceful, I feel that weather will change a little bit.
I should be able to face which kind of life I want, if I want to be single or a couple, if my relation has future… or not. That’s hard to decide when reason and heart point to different roads, one tries to fill my power to fight and continue pushing in my current relation, the other says that it doesn’t mather how much I do, it wont work.

I give everything I have in my daily basis, I just keep the basic from myself and to myself, but I offer most of me to my couple, but never is enough. With that it seems that I have 2 options, give everything, or survive as an individual…

… several months ago, decision was taken, and I’m single.
Time will tell if I did right thing or not.

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